Tuesday, November 28, 2006

So...

So...Bailey is growing. He's becoming far more mischevious - and he's as cute as ever.
He got his final vaccination on Thursday...which means he can now explore the outside world. But I might wait until he can fit his collar & leash - that way I dont lose him when he runs off after a new "friend" he discovers.

My job is making me more miserable by the day. It seems I dont do anything right, nothing is ever fast enough, professional enough or up to standard.

And I am trying - I am trying SO hard.

But now I'm feeling like my effort is a bit wasted, that no one is fully appreciating that I am stepping out of my safety net and being as "lively" as I can be. I am SHY. I dont sit around and gossip all day like other people do.
I want to sit quietly, do my work and go home - but apparantly that's not good enough either.

So I guess I cant win...

I am looking for other work and at this stage - I dont even care about the money. I just want to feel a little bit excited about going to work everyday.

Is that too much to ask?

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